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The callous in my broken bones
is holding them together
So from now on they’ll always ache
when there’s a change in the weather
The cold reminds me of times
when my life could have been better
I’ll remember all of those days
every winter now and forever
I am broken on the inside
I am broken
Cause these breaks
just didn’t fucking heal right
So how could I
How could I ever forget
Set in place
Now they’re not going anywhere
Retracing the lines
Engrained in the fractures
The scars that only I can feel
The weight just seems so heavy
The pressure makes it
hard for me the breathe
Feeling trapped in this broken body
Hide the decay deep inside of me
Feels like my bone marrow is rotting
Just keep ignoring the ache
that’s constantly inside of me
More than a hairline fracture
It’s a pain that I’ll always carry with me
I Am
Broken on inside
Theres things I’ve done in my past
That I’m not fucking proud of
But those choices have made me
Who the fuck I am today
Even though the regret slowly fades
I still hear the sound of,
My bones when they’re fucking breaking
And they’re never gonna be the same
I’ll remain broken
I am broken on the inside
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Brain Drain
03:03
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I’m condemned to live with this pain
Now and forever until the end of my days
Nothing seems to take it away
This draining ache
piercing through my brain
I’m going insane
Suffering in endless pain
No matter what I do
it’ll always be part of me
A painful burden stitched into my reality
Take it away drain away my misery
A constant headache
It’s killing me
This isn’t how life’s supposed to be
I’d do anything to make it go away
Pill after pill
just trying to make it through the day
It’s something
that I’ll probably never escape
A painful ritual
that I’ll go through each day
Searching for answers
that are always so far away
A painful burden
That will always haunt me
I’m growing tired
of being in constant misery
No matter what I do
it’ll always be part of me
A painful burden stitched into my reality
I just want to live a normal life
But everyday feels like I’m just trying to survive
I’m just trying to stay alive
Fuck
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Wasted Life
04:20
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My fucking wasted time
Is eating away at my intoxicated mind
My crooked spine
Holds me back
and it just won’t seem to get in line
Wasted life
Is all that they say
about the way I spend my time
And thats what it feels like
while I sit here and write these lines
Why is it that the voice in my head
is always saying that I’m worthless
and Im better off dead
So I just lay in my bed
Wasting my life
But It keeps the demons fed
Even if I could go back in time
I’d probably do it all the same
cause there’s a sickness
In my mind
Wasted
Always seems
like I never get anything done
Just sit around, hate myself
and let the smoke fill my lungs
Holding my breath
until there’s nothing left
Burning away, killing time
Thats how I get by
Knowing that one day
I’ll have to look back
on a wasted life
But I won’t think twice
Won’t worry if I got it all right
This is my fucking life
To waste away how I please
So keep your shit to yourself
And don’t fucking worry about me
Even though my broken mind
Is always screaming
that I’m worthless
and everyone will find out in due time
Death will catch us all eventually
So I won’t give a fuck
what you have to say
About my wasted life anyway
Let me waste away
Wasted
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